24 February 2010

"The Pursuit of Happyness"

Sometimes I wish my life was followed by a video camera. It's not that I think my life is fabulous. Just sometimes things crack me up. And I wish I could share but, it just won't be as funny to you.

So I turned in all my medical stuff to the recruiter yesterday. Its real now guys. I go down in a few weeks to get my physical and its all downhill from there. For those of you who are asking, I still don't have anything in the way of dates. But I promise, from the moment I find anything out, y'all will know.

I'm really excited to go though. Not that I want to leave my best friends. Not in any way shape or form. But, I am excited to do something for myself. I've been doing a whole lot of nothing for a long time. Yea, I've had this job for two years. But, its really not doing anything in the way of me going somewhere in life. I will miss my job and the people (some of the people lol) there. But, I realize that this is a step I need to take for me. And more than ever I am number one to me. I need to stop thinking of others and finally do something for me.

I spent too long playing wife and making my life all about him. It really got me nowhere in life. So I was talking to my mom the other day. And, I'm never gonna be happy unless I am happy with myself first. And that is why I am doing this. So I can stop worrying about making other people happy. And make me happy.

1 comment:

  1. so im over the fact that you are leaving... i realize that you need to be happy and i shouldnt be soo damn pissed that you are leaving... i hope that you find what you are looking for... you mos def deserve the best... and let me know when fleet week is... carrie bradshaw!!! hahaha... :)